TIME JUMP

Assalamu'alaikum... whoever happened to visit this page, I hope you are in the best condition of health and imaan. So I decided to republished my old posts. Previously, I was ashamed for some posts and my youth, but nothing is useless, what happened in the past was what made me who I am today, they were lessons, either succeses of failures. Fast forward over a decade later, I'm now a married woman and mother of twin-daughters, which I am really grateful about. Alhamdulillah. I work as a lecturer in a State Islamic University in Bukittinggi, something I never imagined before, but working in Bukittinggi was a consistent agenda in my prayer for 7 years. Those things I also being grateful about. Alhamdulillah. I still commit the same sins like a decade or two decades ago which saddened my soul. I want to have a tawba nasuha. May Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala ease... So yeah, I think that's enough for a quick update, hopefully I will have ideas about what my post next :) see you and assalamu'alaikum

Quick update

Assalamu'alaykum

I hope everyone's is doing fine.

I finally submitted my master thesis at December 8, yaiy! All praise is to Allah :)

after this what? I surrender to Allah, He decides all and I'll follow.
insyaa Allah I will have my defense on Dec 31, bismillahi tawakkaltu.

Lil bro fainted,got sick,having fever, fall from motorcycle, so we're like regular visitors of hospital these past months, Alhamdulillah it's nothing serious. My amateur guess is it was caused by psychosomatic, this boy is not used to campus life yet, and he's basically homesick all the time. I was like him back then, so I mostly understand. Now he's already home, leaving me alone in our rented house. O Allah,my Rabb, please protect me.

That's all for now.
Wassalamu'alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)

When you're featured for not so important news.... x)

Assalamu'alaikum :)
Last week I got a chance to meet the vice governor of DKI Jakarta with my mentoring group members.
Thanks to our mentor for sharing the opportunity to us. I learned something that day :)

The funny thing is the aftermath of the event. I saw some journalists waiting outside the room, waiting to get some news, I guess. Lucky for them, the famous Indonesian actress kak Dian Sastro belongs to our mentoring group. I bet the journalists thought that this fact is quite interesting, and long story short, our pictures are featured in de**k and k***as dot com. x))))))


This is revealed when I and ci Lily heading home. A friend of her send a link of the news, and we read it together and can't stop laughing like crazy in the cab. Nothing about us being said tho, but the fact we can find our face being featured is really hilarious.

Let me attached the screenshot. hihihi

you can find the complete articles in here and here

Enjoy the rest of your weekend.
wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. :)

Dear mommy..

Assalamu'alaikum ibu.

This is my first unsent letter to you.

You won't read this, you'll never do so,but my sentiment brought me here.

Happy belated birthday, I love you :)

Your birthday was 5 days ago,finally, I did it! I finally found pink carnations to buy. The flower that I've always thought I will give it for you someday, my bad, I only find them recently.

Soon, it will be two years after you left. There's so many things that already changed, in a good way.

We're getting closer to Allah, I'm now a changed woman, lil bro is getting mature. We're much calmer than before, even though shown his helpless belligerent rage sometimes :p

but bu, I'm still a lazy ass as always, you might cry if you're still alive, hehe.

I'm amazed that you don't throw me away at early age, because everybody knows that I made no use to you. I'm lazy,never get anything right, yet you still loved me, and for that I'm more than grateful.

You know bu, there are many times I'm still hoping for you to be alive, seems like I and lil bro couldn't get used to it yet. I miss you bu. I keep remembering when you tried to woke me up by tapping my nose, and when I opened my eyes,you said :

"you have no idea how much I love you, don't you?"

 My eyes will got teary everytime I think or talk about you.

 However we've been trying our best to be ikhlas, because we really love you. May Allah bless us continuously and may us reunited in His jannah. Aamiin.

Being born as your daughter is one of the best blessing I received from Allah SWT. Alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin.

Thank you for patiently took care of me.

May Allah bless you and forgives your mistakes.

with so much love and prayers,

your only daughter :)

 

 

 

In the Kingdom of Character

Assalamu'alaikum everyone,I hope you are in the best health and iman :)

I'm always in reporting anything to blog. So this post will fall to category of #latepost. Hehe x)

Last Sunday, I saw a picture in my friend's path. She post her picture with Ultraman.

Here come the curiosity. As a toku-otaku, I'll sensitively react whenever I see pics oof toku-related stuff.

I asked her, she told me that there is exhibition in Galeri Nasional till March 23,2014,where the famous characters from Japan are displayed. Please refer to this link for more information. That time, I think I will visit the gallery sooner.

Later,my friend Chaky came to my place from Bandung, she's staying because she's having interview schedule with her future employer (aamiin). Then I forgot about the plan.

The next day, Chaky went to her interview, and I supposed to do my thesis,which turn out I got stuck,hahaha.

The time was just right when Chaky text me she have finished the interview and she got nothing to do.

Long story short, we're already arrieved at the gallery :D

Because it was Monday, there ain't many visitors came. It's only me,chaky,2 other families and some cameramen/reporters. Lucky us. We actually took many pictures with embarrassing poses, better not sharing it. :p

To be frank, there ain't many characters that displayed,which is below my expectation. However,we're happy to take their photos :D Please enjoy my picspam :)

 

with the protected Gundam. We can't touch him,whyyyyy? :( 

Girly mode. Hello Kitty Friends.

Pika Pika chuuuu ^_^

Too bad,there's no Kamen Rider being displayed,he only got featured in information board. Zannen desu ne. As avid fans of Kamen Rider, me and Chaky wasn't quite happy with this. Hopefully he'll got his stage next time :D

 

At least,Ultraman came to save us,hihihi. I love Ultraman series too, and I like his gallant figure.

Taking pictures with Ultraman made us look like dwarves,aint't we? hahaha. Later, I realized that Ultraman is like wearing red tight shortpants as his uniform,font you think so? haha...I just realized it after so many years. Bakamono x)

Then we ended our Gallery tour and went to Gramedia because Chaky said she want to buy books. She didn't buy anything in the end,haha.

haa,that's a wrap.

There's still time to visit the Ultraman and his friends. There are other cute characters too,sadly I didn't take their pictures.

Still,this is a good place to spend your time with your family :)

See you and have a nice day

Other lessons of life

Assalamu'alaikum everyone..

How's everyone doing? It's already the middle of February,how fast eh?

So, during this one and half month after my last blogpost,I've encountered many things and alhamdulillah I've learned quite good lesson of life.

In January,me,who was supposed to be enjoying my semester holiday and who planned to do thesis on early childhood education related had to face the ugly truth. My proposal was rejected twice, in other words, I had to re-write the thesis proposal right from the beginning in only one week,two times, went for proposal defense two times,assaulted two times. For the third times,I finally passed,but with a suggestion to change my main journal,which means,I have to start right from the beginning,once again.

I thought that was a big problem, I was thinking I'm the most miserable person in the whole world,because nothing went well as planned, I failed to filled up my family's expectation, because I thought,failed twice would make my father sad.

That's when Allah made me realize I was wrong. I am so lucky and my problem is just soooooo very trivial,unnecessary and I don't even have the right to complain,because there are so many blessings I forgot to be thankful for. I was really stupid, don't you think so?

After the third screening,I finally took sometimes to go home. I planned to stay only for 5 days tho. Once again,Allah showed me that me as a human only can plan something,it's Him who has the right to execute all. That time,my brother was hospitalized once again and I had to took care of him.

 

 

 Alhamdulillah, Allah made everything easier for us,Allahuakbar. Even I and dad was having attempt to selfie in hospital. He was doing his best to show off his teeth because I insisted so bad,but that's to funny that I end up laughing so hard and shaking,so the picture turned out so bad, then when I asked to do it once again, dad said he didn't want to x(

 Eventually,it's his 18th birthday, and we cannot celebrate it because he's still bedridden,and my dad's quite busy to give a surprise or something. However, his friend came to celebrate it,giving him surprise,birthday cake and a meaningful birthday present. 

That's so heartwarming,and I'm being thankful for his friends too. My brother recover after 3 days,alhamdulillah.

Anyway,that's not the end of the story.  At the same day my brother allowed to go home,I fainted, I vomited many times, my body temperature was so high, I couldn't eat anything,and  I barely have any consciousness, my dad rushed brought me to emergency unit of the same hospital that took care of my brother. What I thought that time was "I'm only a useless person, I only burden to my dad and brother,even being 22 years,I'm still useless", in my bare consciousness, I apologized to Dad for making tired and be a burden to him. Dad said it's okay,because I am his daughter,his responsibility, Allah put us in that situation,insyaAllah we can through it. I could only cried in silent.

That was the first time of me being hospitalized. I was diagnosed with having dyspepsia,fever and my lever didn't function quite well.  Alhamdulillah, I only have to get rest well as much as I can to recover. Alhamdulillah.

Health is really a blessing, we only know how precious it is when we become sick. However,sickness also a blessing,it reduced our sins. Went through all of this events made me being thankful more and more, I learn more how to be patient, and to not over-thinking. MasyaAllah.

Now I'm already back in Jakarta, have to attend class and be ready for my thesis. Bismillah.

Thank you for having some time to read this. May you are in the best health and iman.

The right things only come from Allah, the wrong belongs to me only.

See you in the next post insyaAllah.

Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)

my 2013 in nutshell

Assalamu'alaikum everyone,it's 2014 now.

I have put down my wall calendar and change it with new table calendar.

2013 was a great year,indeed.

I leave my job and got my chance to do further study. I met  new people,having wonderful new friends,classmates.

Met the familiar faces on TV,in person quite often. Met 2 cousins of mine for the first time in my lifetime.

My cousins got married,my bestfriend got married.

I'm still in contact with friends I already know like since 15 years ago.

Still a good term with maung and other friends, and best of all, I have my family to support me.

This pic is actually is not enough to describe this year.

so to put it in review :

• Best moment of the year : Mbapika's wedding. 

• Movie of the year           : Despicable me 2. It's the first time I watched movie together with mbavina,kak indah,ci lily,listy and dessy. I think we got closer after watching this movie. I found it very funny,and still very funny. I've watched it like 3 times so far.

• Best book of the year     : Al-Qur'an. Forever it will be.

• Concert of the year        : One OK Rock. It's the only concert I watched in 2013 and it will be my last. No more concert for me.

• Destination of the year    : Jogjakarta. I've completely fallen. :D

• Toku babes of the year   : Koyomi. My love.

• Thing I love the most      : My room. I love it very much and I love it when my friends come and stay for a night or so. Mostly,we'll have girls talk and go "kyaaaa-kyaaaa", then fall asleep. I love my room too much that it's really hard to leave it.This is the reason why I came late to class :p

• What come and gone     : Sony Xperia S and iPod. I bought my cellphone on may,because my blackberry was crashed, then on December, I lost my iPod,still pretty sad tho.

• Most serious talk           : Considering my father to re-married. It was happened in august,my father and brother got sick very often,that's why I think they need a woman figure to take care of them and love them. At first week, I couldn't stop crying when the idea of my father loving another woman comes to my mind. Then, slowly, I think I will be fine with it. My father still have no interest on it tho. I'm still wishing for the best.

There are billion things to be thankful and be grateful for. InsyaAllah I've changed for the better and still will work harder to be better better better muslimah.

Sorry for my broken English. x)

Thank you for coming, wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.